oh i didnt add one thing. this boy see previous post said tonight "I am an asshole"
yes folks he said it himself. i know i know it's hard to believe i almost didnt believe it myself. i had to blink a couple times, pinch my cheeks. but to my amazement it was still there!!
ok it isnt nice but the things he did to me werent either. it's well deserved. (i think)
it's late. i'm tired. i'm gonna sleep so very well.
wow!
i found some stuff out tonight that just astounded me. floored me to say the least.
we will try to keep this as anonymous as possible.
long story short i found out a guy that i was "friends" with just messes around with girls to have sex with them and then hurt them. he said that. in his own words!! i couldnt believe it. then he says he doesnt care and it isnt immature. WHOA!! something in wrong in the ticker. seriously wrong.
i just dont have words for it. i said to leia "this is me: :O times infinity!!"
WHOA!!
if you want to learn more or even read the conversation just ask me cuz i would love to show you!
ok on to funny times in my life......
funny times more often than not involve me and dee dee laughin it up on the computer. heres a glimpse because i feel like everyone should have the privlage to know about us and our stupidity....
DeeDee1784: well then we wont go
AIMIZZLE: ahahhaah
DeeDee1784: haha your funny
AIMIZZLE: shut up! stop being a girl
AIMIZZLE: that was such a girl thing to say!
DeeDee1784: well then lets go then
DeeDee1784: SHUT UP!!!!
AIMIZZLE: "well then we wont go" :crosses arms across chest and lets out a "humph":
AIMIZZLE: hahaha you did that didnt you?!??!
DeeDee1784: no no no no no
DeeDee1784: i didnt
ok some more you say. alrighty. well really this is just me being super stupid.
AIMIZZLE: NIIIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCEEEEEE. like ice
AIMIZZLE: when you have burning lice
AIMIZZLE: and all you want to do is play with some dice
AIMIZZLE: it's that nice
DeeDee1784: ohhhh man
DeeDee1784: your a dork
AIMIZZLE: that was smooth like lard
AIMIZZLE: ohhhhhhh
DeeDee1784: hahahaha
AIMIZZLE: haha that was gross like GROSS!
ok this was a little sick of me, but it was what i thought umm ok here goes.
AIMIZZLE: AIMIZZLE: well we shall talk more about it saturday when we are all in eachother's arms. (well i didnt really mean to make it sound like a huge orgy but yeah)
AIMIZZLE: i think that was a little gross
this has turned out to be super long only by cutting and pasting. but wait you sweet little person i have more! one last funny thing to say.
the boy that was referred to earlier is now being called "the poster child for low self-esteem." this comment was made by an unknown source. (oh i cant lie. I SAID IT!!!)
it's the truth and the truth must be set free!
so the war goes on and so do I.
I love my life right this very moment more than i did 2 hours ago only because I learned a lot tonight about how some (i will say) boys (because we all know hes NOT a man) are really scummy.
michael tried to tell me, but oh no i wouldnt listen. well michael, i hear ya loud and clear now!
speaking of him. i ate saltine crackers today with green 7up (not the same as red mountain dew i know but still) and i thought of him and smiled. except i didnt eat the whole package +2. i only had half.
ok i'm done for tonight.
i love you all more each day! (especially dee dee and LEIA MARIE COMPTON!!) YOU ARE THE WOMAN!!!! i applaud you.
i found some stuff out tonight that just astounded me. floored me to say the least.
we will try to keep this as anonymous as possible.
long story short i found out a guy that i was "friends" with just messes around with girls to have sex with them and then hurt them. he said that. in his own words!! i couldnt believe it. then he says he doesnt care and it isnt immature. WHOA!! something in wrong in the ticker. seriously wrong.
i just dont have words for it. i said to leia "this is me: :O times infinity!!"
WHOA!!
if you want to learn more or even read the conversation just ask me cuz i would love to show you!
ok on to funny times in my life......
funny times more often than not involve me and dee dee laughin it up on the computer. heres a glimpse because i feel like everyone should have the privlage to know about us and our stupidity....
DeeDee1784: well then we wont go
AIMIZZLE: ahahhaah
DeeDee1784: haha your funny
AIMIZZLE: shut up! stop being a girl
AIMIZZLE: that was such a girl thing to say!
DeeDee1784: well then lets go then
DeeDee1784: SHUT UP!!!!
AIMIZZLE: "well then we wont go" :crosses arms across chest and lets out a "humph":
AIMIZZLE: hahaha you did that didnt you?!??!
DeeDee1784: no no no no no
DeeDee1784: i didnt
ok some more you say. alrighty. well really this is just me being super stupid.
AIMIZZLE: NIIIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCEEEEEE. like ice
AIMIZZLE: when you have burning lice
AIMIZZLE: and all you want to do is play with some dice
AIMIZZLE: it's that nice
DeeDee1784: ohhhh man
DeeDee1784: your a dork
AIMIZZLE: that was smooth like lard
AIMIZZLE: ohhhhhhh
DeeDee1784: hahahaha
AIMIZZLE: haha that was gross like GROSS!
ok this was a little sick of me, but it was what i thought umm ok here goes.
AIMIZZLE: AIMIZZLE: well we shall talk more about it saturday when we are all in eachother's arms. (well i didnt really mean to make it sound like a huge orgy but yeah)
AIMIZZLE: i think that was a little gross
this has turned out to be super long only by cutting and pasting. but wait you sweet little person i have more! one last funny thing to say.
the boy that was referred to earlier is now being called "the poster child for low self-esteem." this comment was made by an unknown source. (oh i cant lie. I SAID IT!!!)
it's the truth and the truth must be set free!
so the war goes on and so do I.
I love my life right this very moment more than i did 2 hours ago only because I learned a lot tonight about how some (i will say) boys (because we all know hes NOT a man) are really scummy.
michael tried to tell me, but oh no i wouldnt listen. well michael, i hear ya loud and clear now!
speaking of him. i ate saltine crackers today with green 7up (not the same as red mountain dew i know but still) and i thought of him and smiled. except i didnt eat the whole package +2. i only had half.
ok i'm done for tonight.
i love you all more each day! (especially dee dee and LEIA MARIE COMPTON!!) YOU ARE THE WOMAN!!!! i applaud you.
sometimes i wonder if people realize there are other people around.
like when you are in the school library and the people across from you are talking so that anyone within 20 ft of them could hear every word they say.
or when you are trying to read something that is so powerful and you want the full affect but someone next to you is laughing about something they are reading.
HEY!!! it's the library!! try to be respectful!!!
I think i might be a little too emotional these days. on the edge i guess.
I long to be out of this school and on green grass reading a book that really makes you think.
It's so beautiful outside but i'm stuck here.
I long to have no assignments due and be able to work and get off and go "home", unlock my own door and walk in. Sit on my OWN couch turn on my t.v. and relax. Soon.
but i think i''m learning life is full of longings. you will never stop wanting to be somewhere else with someone different. So why do i keep thinking someday i'll be where i want and doing what i love.
maybe it'll happen but i dont think it's anytime soon. which is kind of dissappointing, but hopeful at the same time. Life is full of setting goals and reaching those goals. I guess being happy with where you are is a goal that I have sent. Being successful, having a family, and a good job are all part of that goal.
So being here at CCCC is, i guess, a small step to reaching that goal.
i'm feeling more inspired now after writing all this out. It's nice to have this place to come and write out all that you are thinking and then realize life isnt as hopeless as you thought 5 min. ago.
I have Spanish in 20 min. I'm not sure i'll go though. It's 61 degrees outside and sunny. How could anyone enjoy this place when outside is so much more inviting. We'll see.
like when you are in the school library and the people across from you are talking so that anyone within 20 ft of them could hear every word they say.
or when you are trying to read something that is so powerful and you want the full affect but someone next to you is laughing about something they are reading.
HEY!!! it's the library!! try to be respectful!!!
I think i might be a little too emotional these days. on the edge i guess.
I long to be out of this school and on green grass reading a book that really makes you think.
It's so beautiful outside but i'm stuck here.
I long to have no assignments due and be able to work and get off and go "home", unlock my own door and walk in. Sit on my OWN couch turn on my t.v. and relax. Soon.
but i think i''m learning life is full of longings. you will never stop wanting to be somewhere else with someone different. So why do i keep thinking someday i'll be where i want and doing what i love.
maybe it'll happen but i dont think it's anytime soon. which is kind of dissappointing, but hopeful at the same time. Life is full of setting goals and reaching those goals. I guess being happy with where you are is a goal that I have sent. Being successful, having a family, and a good job are all part of that goal.
So being here at CCCC is, i guess, a small step to reaching that goal.
i'm feeling more inspired now after writing all this out. It's nice to have this place to come and write out all that you are thinking and then realize life isnt as hopeless as you thought 5 min. ago.
I have Spanish in 20 min. I'm not sure i'll go though. It's 61 degrees outside and sunny. How could anyone enjoy this place when outside is so much more inviting. We'll see.
sometimes i think aimee's life="same shit different day"
(sorry for the bad word)
today i got in the car and sat back and my seat went back super far. so the jerks that broke into my car must have broken my seat as well. Which really sucks because now i'm thugin it hard core! I hope people dont think i'm tryin to look cool or something. really it just super uncomfortable to drive and i can hardly see over the stearing wheel. It's getting fixed sometime next week though.
so that's all for now. i'll have something smart to say tonight.
i'm going to Thomas' house now. Yeah i'm feeling ok. i just kinda miss him. we've been getting along well lately.
(sorry for the bad word)
today i got in the car and sat back and my seat went back super far. so the jerks that broke into my car must have broken my seat as well. Which really sucks because now i'm thugin it hard core! I hope people dont think i'm tryin to look cool or something. really it just super uncomfortable to drive and i can hardly see over the stearing wheel. It's getting fixed sometime next week though.
so that's all for now. i'll have something smart to say tonight.
i'm going to Thomas' house now. Yeah i'm feeling ok. i just kinda miss him. we've been getting along well lately.
i went out to my car this morning and my window was broken out. I almost puked. Then I realized people dont just break windows out for fun, they took something. They took my cds and my cd player. I was so sick. I cried and cried and cried.
My dad always told me not to leave my cd's in there, but of course being the know it all 19 year old i never ever listened. So here I am standing in broken glass wishing i would have taken my cd's in the night before.
But what are you gonna do.
Life goes on. Life isnt all about material things. So i dont have cds. who cares!
so today i learned a big lesson in life. Not everyone is as honest and caring as me. and dont leave your crap in your car, cuz it WILL get taken.
My dad always told me not to leave my cd's in there, but of course being the know it all 19 year old i never ever listened. So here I am standing in broken glass wishing i would have taken my cd's in the night before.
But what are you gonna do.
Life goes on. Life isnt all about material things. So i dont have cds. who cares!
so today i learned a big lesson in life. Not everyone is as honest and caring as me. and dont leave your crap in your car, cuz it WILL get taken.
This is from me and dee dee's blog.....
"I boycotted the Acedamy Awards tonight. I am telling you this because i have never boycotted anything in my life, but tonight i felt strongly that any red blooded American that Loves George Bush as much as I should not watch that TRASH!!! I knew they would talk bad about the war and if you ask me they shouldnt be able to do what they do if they dont love America and what America stands for! I dont care who you are if you are so selfish to think that we shouldnt help an oppressed group of people where thousands die every day because their government hates them then you can get the hell out of my country!!
I'm sad that American people have to die, but to me it's worth it because I want my children to live in a world where they dont have to see their friends go off to war or live in fear that one day they will turn on the television and see that someone bombed buildings because they hated Americans."
I'm gonna make a button that says "WAR IN IRAQ" for all those people at school that have buttons that say "no war in iraq"
i didnt even mention the people that think this war is only a war about oil. one word...MORONS!! do some research before you go on the news and make such an unintelligent comment. I have never heard Bush or anyone else say anything about oil or our need for it. and why are people saying this is all Bush's fault? Did he bomb the world trade center? Did he kill his own people? NO!!!!! He's a wonderful man and he's doing what's best for the world and America. Why cant people see that? Could Clinton or Gore do any better? I doubt. I dont think Clinton did anything good in office except leave!
ok i'm gonna get off my soap box. sorry for that. i dont share my opinion often but it had to be said.
"I boycotted the Acedamy Awards tonight. I am telling you this because i have never boycotted anything in my life, but tonight i felt strongly that any red blooded American that Loves George Bush as much as I should not watch that TRASH!!! I knew they would talk bad about the war and if you ask me they shouldnt be able to do what they do if they dont love America and what America stands for! I dont care who you are if you are so selfish to think that we shouldnt help an oppressed group of people where thousands die every day because their government hates them then you can get the hell out of my country!!
I'm sad that American people have to die, but to me it's worth it because I want my children to live in a world where they dont have to see their friends go off to war or live in fear that one day they will turn on the television and see that someone bombed buildings because they hated Americans."
I'm gonna make a button that says "WAR IN IRAQ" for all those people at school that have buttons that say "no war in iraq"
i didnt even mention the people that think this war is only a war about oil. one word...MORONS!! do some research before you go on the news and make such an unintelligent comment. I have never heard Bush or anyone else say anything about oil or our need for it. and why are people saying this is all Bush's fault? Did he bomb the world trade center? Did he kill his own people? NO!!!!! He's a wonderful man and he's doing what's best for the world and America. Why cant people see that? Could Clinton or Gore do any better? I doubt. I dont think Clinton did anything good in office except leave!
ok i'm gonna get off my soap box. sorry for that. i dont share my opinion often but it had to be said.
so today was a rough day for Americans. People we captured and killed and abused in ways i'm sure we dont want to know. I know the media is making it out better than it really is. Everytime i hear of someone dying i pray it isnt Yvonne, Josh or Steve. but still in the back of my mind i wonder how long this is going to go on and if they will even come home, the more i think about it the more i dont think they will make it home. Which makes me very sad because i'm here and living the life that a 19 year old should and they are they fighting for me when i sit here refusing to think about it because i dont want it to mess up my life and what i have. how selfish am i? We can only have hope it will be short and few people (even Iraqi's) will die. But not matter what i will be behind America and Bush.
ok on to better news.....
Me and Dee Dee found an apartment and we are moving in June 1st. A week from tuesday i have to turn in some money to hold our apartment and all that. Then a couple days before we move in we sign the lease. 13 months!! it should be super fun.
It's too bad dee dee's mom is such a jerk about it all. She really needs to realize what a good daughter she has, and how lucky she is to have her.
I dont really feel like typing anymore right now. my hands are tired and I want to get out of this house. so i'll type more later.
ok on to better news.....
Me and Dee Dee found an apartment and we are moving in June 1st. A week from tuesday i have to turn in some money to hold our apartment and all that. Then a couple days before we move in we sign the lease. 13 months!! it should be super fun.
It's too bad dee dee's mom is such a jerk about it all. She really needs to realize what a good daughter she has, and how lucky she is to have her.
I dont really feel like typing anymore right now. my hands are tired and I want to get out of this house. so i'll type more later.
